My mom called me and woke me up to tell me she sent me an email...
But it was worth it. She found a box of pictures last night and there was a bunch of my baby pictures in it.
Damn I was a chubby looking kid....
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So are you going to share them with us?
When I sort through them and upload them, yes. :D
I have got to get a camera. I need to show the world my Eca.
He is soooooo cute.
OMG Tim Burton is remaking Alice in Wonderland.
Tell me that isn't awesome.
Listening to an old cd from when I was in high school made me realize how much my music tastes have changed.
Here are some of the artists on that cd.
Deathstars
Cold
Coal Chamber
Adema
Anti-Flag
Hatebreed
Ill Nino
A Perfect Circle
Lamb of God
Lacuna Coil
Compare this to what I listen to today....
I think I had better taste back then :/
I just feel that urge. I hate it and I want it to subside.
Being able to vent like I did tonight was great. And no the toys aren't just for fun. They have meaning.
Dammit pig give me your ribs. :/
I tried saving it, it got stuck in a trap.
I hate the song Voodoo more now.
I hate the Devils.
And dammit I'm out of normal thoughts.
lalalalalalalala
*dances*
I have been trying to remember the name of a video game I used to play for the longest time. I finally remembered it today. (7th Saga)
Now I have the emulator and the game running smoothly on my computer. Only problem is, I haven't played the game in years so I keep dying LOL
Oh and my mom made me a kick ass purse. Its got Super Mario stuff all over it. :D
Gotta love her sometimes.
Tonight I had one of the most interesting flashbacks I have had in a long time.
I was sitting at the computer searching some random music and all of a sudden I heard a song that I thought I had never heard before. As soon as I heard the beat of it I got a flashback to the first night I ever went to the drag strip. It was the song playing in the Firebird when Joey pulled up with Kenny.
That night came back to me more vivid than I wanted it to. Makes me wonder about things. If I was only 30 minutes earlier to see Kenny, would he still be alive? If I didn't hit Joey would he still want to see me? If I was smart, would I have let Drew do what he did to me? Would I have done what I have done?
All questions that make me wonder. That night was the first night we all hung out outside of school. I remember going to the drag strip early in the evening to watch the races and then heading to Lake Shipp for the street show. That was the night I lost my SOAD shirt with the spider on it. I got it ripped off me in a pit trying to get back up from when I fell. Joey gave me his PT shirt that was in his car so that I didn't walk around in just a bra. After the show we decided to head back toward my area of town. I remember stopping at Lake Ned to sit at the park and deciding to jump in the lake to swim.
I miss those days. That was before we all got on the drugs and decided to throw our lives away. Drew and I were the happiest thing together. Joey and Drew were still like bros. Kenny was still able to walk and wasn't sick. We all were still innocent.
My haven't things changed.
YAY John finally got a computer to use. He won't be using mine anymore. :D
I understand that we had to share my laptop, but I can't handle him messing with my programs and volume anymore. It drives me crazy.
O.O
*hugs her computer*
I'm in so much pain right now. I just want to cry from it.
I don't know why.
I'm heading off to bed soon. Might just nap for a bit. Don't know.
Peace
I normally don't like most industrial music(personal reasons) but for some reason I absolutely ♥ Combichrist.
Don't know why, but they are awesome.
I normally don't like most industrial music(personal reasons) but for some reason I absolutely ♥ Combichrist.
Don't ask why? But they are awesome.
Lets talk art
Today I got into a conversation with a good friend about art and photography.
He is one of those people that like working with film and I prefer digital. We got into a discussion about photoshopping pics and how we view them.
Yes, I will photoshop a picture if I get that bug, but I don't go berserk on it. I'll take a picture, edit the coloring of it(maybe darken it or make it black and white) but the extent of what I do to photographs is change the backgrounds.
As for the rest of what I do in my photo program, it is called Digital Art. I take various elements and put them together to make one image.
I rarely use any images of people.
Him and I have a few good things we both like. We agree that a female doesn't have to be nude to make good art, we both like working with film, we both enjoy black and white, and we both have the same ideas.
What does this all mean? It means that I am sick of people calling my work photoshopping.
It is digital art.
So last night we went to a friends house to get away for a bit. Spent the night over there, had a debate on the game the 4 of us play, and I taught a valuable lesson to someone. Just because people are expected to do one thing all the time doesn't mean they will.
There are some of us that want to step out and be different. I'm one of them.
This is beyond all the bull online, all the bull in Dofus, all the bull in life. I am different. I am the one that will change things up just to make it more interesting. If I feel that something can be better with a different style then I will do it.
Meh just me babbling on about something lol
Off to try and calm down from my emotional spike.
Just got finished watching Sweeney Todd *drool*
It was a great adaptation from the musical. Tim Burton did an amazing job of it.
I actually think this is the best looking shot from the movie. lol
Have you ever just wanted someone to talk to?
I need that right now.
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darkicewolf
02:28 Apr 30 2008
awwwwwwwwww
Vampirewitch39
16:45 Apr 30 2008
I love the blond hair color. All of them are so cute! :)